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Time To Give Up

Thu Oct 22, 2009, 5:50 PM
It's hard to know
That the people who you love the most
Who've cared for you and treasured you all of your life
And have done nothing to ever harm you
Now look at you with disapproving eyes
As you disappoint them
And every time they speak of you
Include that it pains them
And when you try to help them
They give no second glances
But merely accept your work and ignore your existence
And to sit in your bed
And think about how selfless they have been
And how selfish you've acted
And now you're at wit's end
That no matter what you do it will be wrong
That you will end up hurting someone
That you love entirely
Because you fuck up everything you do
And having nowhere to go
You decide that the best thing to do is leave them forever
Because you know in the long run it will be for the best
They will never be in pain again.


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:iconrebelnijamaster:
Anna, is everything okay? I'm hear if you want someone to talk too. :hug:

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This journal, im in this situation....or close to it

i need help .w.
:iconshepanda:
Oh my what happened? Are you alright? :cling:
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I hope things are okay with you. :cling:

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:iconexperiment720:
Anna, we discussed this the other day, please remember what I told you. I've felt this way before too, but in the end, continuing to move forward is what you must do. As much as you may think that people see you as selfish and don't care about your existence, they do. Alot more than you realize. Alot of people will be deeply hurt if anything happened to you. You have friends. And if you just keep hanging on, one day you'll meet an angel, the way I did. someone who will love you unconditionally. you just gotta keep up the fight.

It's not time to give up. It's time for resolve. You have to keep on moving.

Please don't do anything to yourself. Emma and I care about you. :(

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:icontehemmaturedoodlebug:
Honey, I have been in a situation like this before, everyone has had those feelings of being looked down on and feeling inferior, that everyone is lying when they say they care. I have a hard time believing who my true friends are right this second. During my weaker moments, I feel like I fuck up and that somehow its my fault, that it would be easier to blame myself because no one else will blame themselves.

I'm probably deviating from the point here, but basically, it hurts. I know it hurts. But I've never looked at you through disapproving or disappointed eyes. You're my close friend - Rodzina, remember? :)- and although I've been screwed over in the past, you haven't given me any reason to doubt you. Granted, whenever I'm betrayed by someone, I doubt everyone since it always happens to be someone I knew for a number of years and felt I would do anything for. But its not fair to doubt you just because of that.

I know its easy to doubt if someone truely cares but sometimes, you have to believe them and fight the demons inside that try to tell you otherwise. Brandon's right, you'll meet your angel (and hopefully they'll be a lot better than he claims I am hehe). Its true. You will. It'll just happen when you're not looking for it :hug:

Please be OK Anna. You have us to back you up.

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:icon123qaz123:
I think you are being a bit too hard on yourself, my friend.

I have known you for a while and I wouldn't call you selfish. That is because you are not selfish.

You are deppressed and because of that life seems worse than it actually is. Believe me when I say this that you are important and you matter. You are you and special and you can't be replaced by anyone. Your friends like you because of who you are not whetever you succeed or fail in something. :cling:

And what if you have failed in something? You can always try again. As long as there is life there is hope. Nobody succeeds every time. You just have to try again. :nod:

Your friends can support you but in the end you have to stand on your own feet. If you give up nobody can really help you. We don't want you to give up. We want you to try again. :hug:

Things will turn out fine and you will find someone special in time. :)

I hope you will feel better. :cuddle:

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:iconwinkywoo:
Anna...if this is because I stopped talking or made any sign of existence towards you, I'm sorry. I've just got caught up with other things, including my other friends...

Either that, or I'm slumping into my down-moods, where I just don't feel like doing anything, just play videogames and mindlessly surf the web...which is happening right now...

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